(Anonymous) 2019-12-26 09:09 am (UTC)(link)
I briefly complained about my NOTP getting a lot of fic to one of my friends. It was a brief thing, but they went and looked into, made a jab of their own, how they could never get into this dynamic... and then settled into to read the longest, blandest (imo) option available because, well, other people have been reccing it!

This friend has been brushing off my attempts at getting them into this fandom. My fic is going down like a lead balloon, and they know it. They haven’t interacted with any of my fic in months, even in fandoms we still share. All of these independently are fine or a manageable amount of sucking, but all brought together my feelings are hurt. Even more so now that I’ve written out the brat. Another claw curls in on the monkey paw, I guess.